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Sun Jan 9, 2005 2:55 |
| Last Thursday night, my cousin Jenni came by unannounced to my apartment. I was a little suprised since I haven't spoken to her in a very long while. So we were there talking for a couple of hours and all of a sudden she starts asking me about how well Sammy was doing in school. I told her that he was doing ok but every once in a while I worry about how long it's going to take him to graduate. And I couldn't believe the words that were coming out of her mouth after I answered her question. She was all like "Well, the reason I ask is because I don't know if you've thought about what is going to happen to you if Sammy doesn't graduate from college. I mean I would hate to see you back in Eagle Pass while Sammy runs his father's store." I couldn't believe that bitch said that. It was so arrogant. And what makes it even more arrogant is that after she said that she went on to tell me that she and her bf had decided that they were either going to stay here after they graduate or move to Dallas. And she went on about how if they stayed here she already knew what neighborgood they were going to live in, and how it was the neighborhood where all her rich bosses lived at and how she was going to keep her job at the car dealership because she makes sooooo much money. I felt like she was trying to say that her and Trey were better than me and Sammy. And the whole time she said this crap she had this smirk on her face. So naturally she goes on about how next year Trey and her will possibly get engaged, and he brought it up, by the way, and Sammy doesn't plan on asking you to marry him anytime soon, does he? cause you guys have been together since high school and blahdiddyblahblah. She was so blase about how Trey had mentioned that they would be engaged by next year. I knew it was so I would feel shitty. So naturally I tell Sam all of this and he is pissed off at her and I say that I am pretty suspicious of whether or not Jenni has been speaking to Boogie and Jenny P. lately because that comment she made about us ending up in Eagle Pass sounds a lot like what they would say to me (hence the reason why I avoid them because they are racist assholes who just cannot keep their noses out of my goddamn business, but they're another entry altogether). So yesterday, Jenni had the nerve to call us to see what we were doing because she was off that day and just wanted to see how we were and maybe we could hang out and do something. Of course we didn't pick up the phone and I got all that info from her voice message in case you were wondering. I am so fucking angry at her and I cannot believe I am related to such trash. I would never make her feel bad on purpose no matter how mean she is to me. I really hope she stays away for a long, long time because I know Sammy and I are just not ready to deal with her shit. |
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| Will this hell ever end? |
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Wed Sep 1, 2004 6:02 |
| My cousin is so pissing me off.........BAAAAAAAAD!!! Since me and Sammy moved into our apartment in June, she has had all of her shit in our storage room. And Sammy and I have been cramped up in this small ass one bedroom apartment for the past 2 1/2 months. And I've been asking her and asking her all summer, please take your stuff, we really need the space. Our laundry room is cramped up to the max, as is our closet and every last square inch of the space underneath our bed. We need that storage room space and I mean now. I'm about ready to take all of her crap out of there and just drop it off at her boyfriends front door. But on a lighter note, I went and turned in my application at a coffee shop and the guy who took it said they would be calling me. And my friend said they are opening up a new T-Mobile store and there is a really good chance I could get that job if I applied. They are looking for all the bilingual people they can find. |
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| Sooner or later.........I'll have a breakdown |
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Tue Aug 31, 2004 4:23 |
| School started today. I only had one class, but I didn't even bother to go since I'm switching majors and the class I had today happened to be one that I had to take for my major. I was able to drop those classes and replace them with basics that I still hadn't taken. No I have to go to school tomorrow and see about transfering out to the Communications department. Hopefully I'll get in since the minimum GPR you have to have is a 2.5. I really wasn't ready to start school without a job, but I guess I have to keep on the struggle of looking for a job while I am stressing over finishing my readings, going to class everyday, worrying about tuition and studying for exams. The prospects of me finding a job in this cow town are looking bleaker and bleaker everyday. |
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Location: My room |
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| I've never been so discouraged |
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Tue Aug 24, 2004 6:15 |
| All my plans have gone down the porcelein pee-hole. No job for me at Dillard's after all. It's too depressing for me even to go into. I had quite a bit of plans for all the money I'd be making. The one thing I really wanted to do was start the nutri-system diet. But alas, nothing went my way when it came to this job. So I am going to apply at Foley's, Target, Freebirds, Hastings and maybe Subway. I've got to find a job. I've got to lose weight. It's official, my life sucks. At least I'm not pregnant. |
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| Ho hum |
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Thu Aug 19, 2004 4:25 |
| I finally got back from visiting home. And on the way up, about 30 minutes before we got into town, I started feeling sick. It just hit me all of a sudden. So I had to call Dee back and reschedule my job interview for Thurs. I am going to try to make a doctor's appointment tomorrow before I have to go in. I think it could be the flu. I really hope not. Well anyway while we were down there, we went to the feria in Mexico. I went to my first bullfight over there. I was so excited, but in the end it wasn't all that great. I don't know what I was expecting. maybe for the bulls to be bigger or more ferocious. But I just felt sorry for the bull. Or bulls, I should say. I saw four die that night. It was all very barbaric. First there were four guys who are called "banderilleros" that would go in there and make the bull tired on purpose so when the real matador went in all he had to do was finish it off. And they would stick the bulls in the neck muscles with these barbed wooden decorated sticks that had a sharp object on the ends of them. They were wrapped in green and white ribbons. And this man, called a picador, sitting atop a blindfolded horse covered in like horse armor would really pierce the crap out of the bull with a spear. I guess in english you would call them lancers. So then the real matador went in and he taunted the bull with his red cape and when the bull got really tired and would just stand there, he would stick his sword in the bulls back, piercing its heart and stomach. Then it would go lie down to die and the banderillero would pierce its brain through its skull and it would die. And they would stick it like five or six times to make it die quicker. Then the matador cuts the bulls ear off, shows it to the audience, and throws it to the kids in the crowd. And finally, two horses come into the ring and drag the dead bull off. I'd rather see a bullfight in Spain. I hope I can visit Spain someday and learn about my heritage. And I'd like to visit the deeper parts of Mexico as well. I could brush up on my spanish. I'm sure my grandmother would appreciate it. |
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Sat Aug 14, 2004 6:46 |
| Well if you want to experience an irritating week, I'll be glad to trade anyone of you for a better one. I just want to explode. Well this Dillard's job has gone off with quite a rocky start. I never got that call back. Never had that second meeting. So I wait until around 5 pm on Tues. to call this Julie lady I met with on Monday. The receptionist tells me she has the day off. So I call back on Wed. and the receptionist gave me the same news. So I finally get a hold of her on Thurs. and she tells me that she put my application on top of another manager's desk, named Dee, and she was the one who was supposed to call me back. So I called Dee up and she was like "Oh, I must have misplaced it. I know it's here cause I don't throw anything away. But I'll have to call you back tomorrow (which was today) cause I'm about to go out to lunch and when I get back I have to go to a training session." That training session was the one I was supposed to be at. So she didn't call me back today. So I had to call them....AGAIN!!! She was like "well I found your application and I can meet with you next Tues." AAAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! If I had known all this crazy ass shit was gonna go down I would have taken off Tuesday and been able to go home for a whole week. Now I can only be here at home for a few days cause I have to go back for this interview. Something like this would only happen to me. |
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| Rent-a-cops piss me off |
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Thu Aug 12, 2004 4:50 |
| A couple of days ago my friend Pepe bought this shirt at Spencer's that said on the front "I have the dick so I make the rules." Well he was at work today (he works at Spencer's in the mall, by the way), and I guess he was on his break and a security guard told him that he had to change his shirt or turn it inside out because it was offensive. If he didn't they said they would arrest him. They even called the head security guard and he said the same thing. He could not wear his shirt at the mall anymore. Well ain't that a bitch!!! I thought this was America where we had the freedom to express ourselves without being persecuted by the Man. What a crock of bullshit. And then those idiot security guards said that it was ok to wear a shirt in public that Spencer's sells that says "I eat pussy" on it with a picture of a cat's tail sticking out of someones mouth. It's ok because "you can still see the tail and you know they are talking about eating a pussy cat." WRONG!!!! You know it's all about eating out a womans vag. I doubt double entendre is something these security guards grasp. Who is that shirt really offensive too? Them obviously because they told him he had to take the shirt off when that shirt about the "pussy cat" could be just as offensive to anybody else. Pepe's shirt was just way more straight-forward. I have never seen a more blatantly obvious display of hypocrisy, stupidity, riddiculousness and flat out infringement upon one's constitutional rights such as this. I can understand if you are at school wearing the shirt, since almost all the schools here in Texas have dress codes, but the mall, a public place? And then being arrested for it? It's not like he was streaking or actually showing his dick to anyone. They are probably just pissed because they could never make it past the police training academy and they were just looking for somebody to take it out on. |
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| My first real job |
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Tue Aug 10, 2004 6:30 |
| Well, today I had a job interview with the Dillards people and I'm pretty sure I got the job cause they are going to call me back tomorrow for a second interview. This is the one where we will discuss my $alary. And training for the job starts on Thursday so that means that I won't be able to go home this week like I planned. I don't guess I will be going home for Christmas either with this job. But Julie said that Dillards is the department store out there that pays the best. Which is good because I was close to applying at Foley's. I hope I get to work in the lingerie department. Anything but kids shoes. I will probably start Friday. And no drug test. Good. |
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Sun Aug 8, 2004 4:56 |
| I finally got a call back from Dillards after putting in a job application almost a month and a half ago. They called me about three days ago so I could set up an interview. I hope the offer still stands. I was kind of worried because I don't know if they drug test. I looked all over the job application to see if they do but I couldn't find anything. I guess my system would be clear since it has been about three weeks since the last time I smoked out. I gave up after a month when they hadn't called me back so I figured I'd go ahead and smoke a bit of the hippie lettuce. But if not I have these pills I can take that clean out your kidneys for a couple of hours. I hope they don't drug test cause I'm calling them back tomorrow. If they still even want to hire me since I waited so long. |
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| Constantly heckled |
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Tue Aug 3, 2004 2:21 |
| I'm sure everyone knows how hard it is to lose weight. Quite frustrating as well. But Slim in 6 guarantees a complete body change in 6 weeks. Hopefully it works. But lately weight hasn't been on my mind so much as my cousin who just can't stop leaving me and my bf alone. She has really been a thorn in my side all summer. Don't get me wrong, you know, I enjoy her company every once in awhile. It's just that she is around so much it gets so goddamn annoying. But whenever I have these thoughts I feel really bad for her and ashamed of myself for thinking those things because she really doesn't have any friends. Me, Sammy (my bf), and Trey (her bf) are all she has. But at the same time I can understand why none of her friends want to hang out with her anymore. She is such a liar. She lies about the most ridiculous stuff. She lies about people, her job, her life.....just about everything. I mean, who cares if she doesn't have a job. I don't have a job, Sam doesn't have a job, we don't care if she doesn't. So why does she constantly lie about this? I'm just glad Trey came back from Fort Worth for the summer. At least she is out of our hair. For the time being, though. |
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| Moving out |
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Thu May 6, 2004 2:36 |
| Well, today I started clearing all the stuff out of my dorm. I just started college this year and I don't think I've ever been so stressed out in my whole life. The whole year was madness. I'm just ready to stop using my brain for the next three months. But cleaning out this dorm was pretty bad. I know for sure that next year, I will not take so much junk in there. I found so many things I thought I was surely going to need and they just ended up collecting dust. And I hate the fact that I'm gonna have to study all weekend because I have two finals on Monday. I am so tired. I just want to go to the beach and relax, have a beer and tan. |
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